Worst Of Me

I like to think I did it all For you and not for me But what I see As empathy Was really all Just jealousy And I lost my way Darkened haze Darkened grave And I lost my way I let myself become A target for the thoughts I let myself drift Into the abyss I let myself take The hit for all I've done I let myself become The worst of me I feel my grave Calling me It washed over me The other day A sudden scare That I'll die It's stuck with me I can't repair I let myself become A target for the thoughts I let myself drift Into the abyss I let myself take The hit for all I've done I let myself become The worst of me