Bleed Into The Background

Am I the only one who wants to go home Like this party ain't the shizznits I ain't got no business being all alone How will somebody fix this I got friends and a lover at the end I'm not sure how much I can break and bend How much longer can a human just pretend 'Till they fade into the back and start to blend Now I see all the shadows on the wall Form into a memory I can't recall All the trauma that took place when I was small Rushed up to the surface just to make me fall I get back onto my feet for one more time Take the day and then the world so it's mine This ain't really how the sun was meant to shine Knew that there was something wrong since I was nine Now I bleed into the background Now I can't even be around Now I can't even be Found by the ones that love me Now I bleed into the background Now I can't even be around Now I can't even be Found by the ones that love me Bleed into the background