Self Apology

Some wheres deep inside of me Lays a self apology, I know Hurting myself until I Feel like there's nothing left inside Feels like there's nothing left inside of me Hating every part of me that Tells me I'll be different tomorrow I can't believe I tell myself I'll be just fine Still I wake up only to waste my time Will I ever find love in my heart Maybe I was raised wrong from the start Still I wake up only to shut my eyes Something's wrong with my ideology I deserve a self apology Some wheres in my head I feel like I'm dead but you know it's not true Wherever I go I can't help but feel alone Feels like there's nothing left inside of me I can't help but read everyone between me and my phone I can't believe I tell myself I'll be just fine Still I wake up only to waste my time Will I ever find love in my heart Maybe I was raised wrong from the start Still I wake up only to shut my eyes Something's wrong with my ideology I deserve a self apology