Wanna See a Dead Body

Maybe nothing has to change between us today But I feel as if I've changed in some other ways Trying so damn hard and still I'm just a waste Hurting just to make it through the longest days You've never felt this cold You'll never be this old Blood turned into gold Weak but yet so bold Now that you're gone behold Skin and bones 'till mold They all laughed 'till sold Cards were right you fold Not your fault I know Never felt this damn low Signs you'd never show Love for you will flow Underneath the covers Felt just like a number Nothing to discover So you became discolored Vivid like the colors You just see them duller What about your friends Pain will never end We've been your brothers Now I'll lie this time Say that I've been fine Are you in the stars Keeping me safe inside my car It's like I'm going off the rails I got demons on my tail Rather hell than go to jail Could've saved you if you let me Knew it was time that you left me So save yourself from this horrible place Boxed up in a storable space Could've saved you if you let me But I knew it was time that you left me Give me just a taste of the grave yard blues Boxed up in a space that you didn't choose Time and time again I tend to ask myself Are you really gone or do I just need help Inside of these walls I've contained myself Looking at my weight damn where is my health Crashing all around me is the snow to the ground Looking into nature just to hear your sound 3 days straight looking at my yard Swear that I could find you if I try too hard Opening my mind just to sleep where you slept Told me not to rid myself so I'm just picking up where you left Man it's hard to say you're gone Reminiscing to myself way too long Drove off a cliff losing my mind now Standing up for you losing my spine now You could be the best guess we'll never find out Always told me you would die in our hide out Glad I found you I'm ripping my heart out Ran away to find god I'm so high now Try to find the nearest road Imma pass out Swear I could've saved you I got no doubt Now I'll lie this time Say that I've been fine Are you in the stars? Keeping me safe inside my car? It's like I'm going off the rails I got demons on my tail Rather hell than go to jail Could've saved you if you let me Knew it was time that you left me So save yourself from this horrible place Boxed up in a storable space Could've saved you if you let me But I knew it was time that you left me Give me just a taste of the grave yard blues Boxed up in a space that you didn't choose Maybe I was never meant to find you on earth You were inside of me You're part of me now