Serenade / Memories Of Amnesia

Do I wanna know if this feeling goes both ways Sad to see you go, was sorta hoping that you'd stay Baby we both know that the nights were mainly made For saying things that you can't say tomorrow day I'm crawling back to you Yeah we froze over And the rain made it so sober Memories come and go like a rollercoaster What's a star to a supernova Lets get the scars tatted when its over When both of us were diligent it was so amazing (so amazing) Now I'm passive aggressively having this conversation What's a touch when you can't even feel What's a rush when you can't even spill Cinderella had a glass slipper & you just have a glass heart I said you were like a film & you became the black swan Late night calls, early morning texts The world saw you smile, but I saw the rest The messy hair with the green eyes The one song that I wish I could rewrite Now, for the moment of truth I know that you like to tango with your loneliness too You know, PS Ever thought of calling when you a had a few Cause I always do Baby I'm too busy being yours to fall for somebody new Never thought it through I'm just digging up the past cause I know things are buried still I'm just a nightmare you're my dark fairytale Addicted to the bad things that we created We bite, we touch, we fight, we f*ck, we hate it (we do) Cause both of us are with somebody else right But the wrong things make us feel alive (the wrong things) Tears messing up your eyeliner (to feel alive) Baby they're the devil in disguise The way you open your hair before we take a dive Yeah we never played for the treasure We loved the mystery inside the pain and the pleasure R-R-Really felt like forever (and the pleasure) Deep inside of your heart I know you don't regret it So even though we took a different flight Lets meet at the same place on a different night Now, for the moment of truth I know that you like to tango with your loneliness too You know, PS Do I wanna know if this feeling goes both ways Sad to see you go, was sorta hoping that you'd stay Baby we both know that the nights were mainly made For saying things that you can't say tomorrow day I'm crawling back to you Woke up inside of your dream, it was clear Maybe I was never there "E la chanson d'amour" The wings of an angel, twisted, broken She ballets in a ring of fire Let the feathers represent the remnants Of what once was a beautiful dream Nights and adventures full of lust The deep blue sky weeps as the storm approaches Let the rain represent your deepest and darkest fears Don't find shelter my dear Lets drink, lets drink to the screams Two strangers in the blue The waters too dangerous to abandon ship We shall drown before we see destiny & fate kiss Are we shadows or are we reflections You safeguard your tears more than your own blood Every sacred memory leads to an orgasmic ending The ocean swallows the coward And spits out the tale of a brave man Deception The mermaid sings to the strange boy as the bird flies away Deception A memory of the sweetest voice that never was Deception Do you have some memories Do you have some memories Do you have some memories of somebody who you never even knew Tell me, do you have some some memories Do you have some memories Yeah, met you on a Tuesday Felt a connection it was a good day Reminiscing wishing that you could stay We spoke about traveling places Knew you had a good taste You were the friend of a friend It was like a touché That was a year and a half ago then we had to go Last time we met the feeling was mutual but we had to show That it was nothing cause confessions kill the magic Two lost souls on the wrong side of traffic (two lost souls) Two lost souls swimming in a fishbowl Staring at the pieces of a broken world through a window We had an unspoken thing I know you get it But when you try to stay connected that is when the devil's tempted Now I'm wondering where did it go wrong (now) How did all the lightning & thundering turn into a slow song (how) When you hit me up a couple weeks ago your energy was off (when) Your voice didn't have the same sparkle when we talked Maybe I'm overthinking & it sounds like I'm complaining But I know you ain't obligated I know we were never together but we made each other playlists We were never (yeah) Fast forward to the same year's winter We met again in a different city that was November Wearing disguises when we touched I know that we felt a rush We couldn't stop looking it was getting too much Kind of ecstatic, kind of enigmatic Started making out in the back of my car it was a bad habit You said you had a man like it was wrong to me Every time I'd bite your back tats you'd tell me you belong to me We were never open books This is what happens When two self-destructive people try to do some good We crossed a lot of lines, screaming all the time Fighting even while fucking it's still on my mind All this happened in just two weeks Time was moving too slow living inside a movie Speaking of movies the night we got drunk And saw 2001 was one of the greatest nights of my life hon We were too good to be true even though we were bad for each other We were better at being drugs than being lovers You were my little green-eyed-secret & I was yours We'll meet again in the next life I'm sure A couple recordings of your voice is all that is left You were the muse but I couldn't hold on Never telling you about my music is my biggest regret Cause now you will never know that I turned you to a song You know I thought about you the other day You will never know You will never know I still dream of you You will never, you will never You will never, you will never You will never know