in another lifetime, loser

Your dad gave you his silver sedan The kind for big kids and their mortgages Pocket watches and patronage I was playing hopscotch in the back When your liver failed but I pressed the gas A waste not to drive this fast Flowers on my fridge are long past-due, Weeping petals like the Sedona sun It sucks to grow to love someone I hate those God-damn silver sedans Cuz I see you at the wheel And my mourning makes it real Pictures in your pocket It's impossible to stop it Running circles like a kid without their shoes Sometimes I wish I didn't choose her In another lifetime, loser It's a shame we never knew just what to do I've been cutting weeds just so you know Seems I've always been around shit that wouldn't let me grow But I'm learning sometimes roots aren't worth the clearance And the voice you gain in absence is worth nothing if no one hears it Pictures in your pocket It's impossible to stop it Running circles like a kid without their shoes Sometimes I wish I didn't choose her In another lifetime, loser It's a shame we never knew just what to do Cleaned up all your messes Hope the next one keeps you guessing And I know its not your fault I fucked up too It's a shame to lose you now A lifetime missed by settling down They say if it's meant to be Don't think that's true Pictures in your pocket It's impossible to stop it Running circles like a kid without their shoes Sometimes I wish I didn't choose her In another lifetime, loser It's a shame we never knew just what to do Pictures in your pocket It's impossible to stop it Running circles like a kid without their shoes Sometimes I wish I didn't choose her In another lifetime, loser It's a shame we never knew just what to do