No Going Back (feat. Ben Beal)

I mean if things don't work out for me here then I don't know I might fly, fly, fly away To forget all of my, my, my mistakes Cause even if I tried, tried, tried to stay There's no going back Ain't no going back Oh baby if I fly, fly, fly away Will you forget all my, my, my mistakes? Or think about them night, night, night and day There's no going back Ain't no going back, no no Big ocean, wide-eyed fish Swimming in my own lane cause they all die quick Wondering if I can take it when the spotlight hits These days I could put up 81 and I'm stil thinkin bout the shots I miss Not the props I get Reminiscing on the days where it was not like this I tried my hand at letting go until I caught my wrists And so I hold tight forever and I lock my fists like One, two, one, two Breathe in, breathe through Reality checks came back to collect payments On the road to riches I'm counting the steps taken Camping in the storm, I'm leaving the tent vacant Rain hits the body, in love with the sensation No going back without pain and immense patience I am not greater than none of my temptations I might fly, fly, fly away To forget all of my, my, my mistakes Cause even if I tried, tried, tried to stay There's no going back Ain't no going back Oh baby if I fly, fly, fly away Will you forget all my, my, my mistakes? Or think about them night, night, night and day There's no going back Ain't no going back, no no I'm a problem, I'm a misfit Used to dream I was one of the rich kids Now I'm in a different world and I miss when if I had a bad day I would fail a piss test So complex, what the f*ck happening lately? Train been gone I been waiting at the station Three more hits I been running outta patience Can't name a face that I met on my wavelength Young Beal getting so addicted Say life's great but I'm pessimistic Thorns been broke and my room's so cold I'ma sell my soul if it means the big shift One time for the days I miss All the big boy drugs I would take to fix My mind that broke, it made me sick It's how it goes, the past a bitch I might fly, fly, fly away To forget all of my, my, my mistakes Cause even if I tried, tried, tried to stay There's no going back Ain't no going back Oh baby if I fly, fly, fly away Will you forget all my, my, my mistakes? Or think about them night, night, night and day There's no going back Ain't no going back, no no Can I fly away, no no Can't forget all of my mistakes Don't think night and day, no no There's no going back Ain't no going back, no no