The Genesis

I got this reoccurring dream I wanna run the game f*ck the Industry Don't wanna lead the streets I want the world Die with a peace of mind Or swinging a sword Build up my brand F*ck holding each coast with both of my hands Making it out is a thing of the past Playing no cuz I'm serving the mass F*ck chasing a bag You chasing that noose Your face looking blue This is my passion You stick to the cappin And keep looking silly I'll reach for my ceiling If I reach a milly Then it's no big Dealy I'll stay grit and widdy My moms not a widow but we lost Too many Won't jump out the window that shit Is not trendy I done worked hard to make it this Far What if I lose it all All the sleepless nights All the endless thoughts Damn I can't lose it all Bait for the snakes in my lawn If their fangs in my ankles I'm Stomping their jaws in Open the door to let God in Watered my garden Lately been growing still stalling Climbing up after years of falling Cant avoid my calling And salute the fallen Cuz it built me Dwelled on old decision feeling Guilty Had to move on and carry that weight Till A smile to my face Then it was checkmate I counted my blessings I needed acceptance Lived thru the fire survived the Nightmares And earned my stripes No more tears to wipe I lived my life And I gained the wisdom Viewed the system Built my kingdom Foundation was needed Needed the pieces Pain was the reason In a hard season The bleeding was leaving My life was proceeding The nature of growing -Maturing I needed the learning My wounds was cleansed And I made amends I ain't ride no trends I was just me Whatever was needed to transcend For a good ending And it's still pending The games not over But I'm locked and loaded I was the chosen to hold being Broken I thought it was bogus and now got it Noted And I never folded It was just molding my eyes Observing the time Learn from history Down to my seed I hope they see me When they look in the mirror They hold to no fears With joy comes the tears The process is years I had to accept it And learn all my lessons Pass on my knowledge and all of my Truths To all of my troops My Fallen ones down to the youth My past and pain creates my legacy I hold to peace don't got time for Jealousy Life's too short for chipped shoulders But it got cold What's the value of gold if that's What the fool holds So apply life Play by your own codes Cuz who determines who's wrong or Right My goal is simply paint the world From my eyes Show you my sight delivered by Rhymes Built by my environment Gave me viruses had me arrogant Bonds break like money goes Nations built by dreamers or people With goals What does the future hold Is based on decisions of now People get away with what we allow Our children can be great if we show Them how Had to raise myself to be where I'm at Stick to being hungry on the attack May my impact live for generations And build new nations Rooting back to failed temptations Failed friendships And lack of guidance N being Frightened And hearing sirens Thinking what coulda been Breaking soul ties avoiding revenge Leads to a good end Hopefully down till my last breath I Gave my praise to the Son of God Paid my dues and struggled in this Book of life Knowing I'd get thru And take it as learning Now I'm the worthy Eyesight no longer blurry Kicked back and no longer worried Life was And It is what it is You gotta accept or dwell forever And never grow To my lost ones and my futures bridges If you hearing this If I could mold the world to my liking I'd paint it with words from pain and Experience