Green Pinky Promise (Orange II)

And with all that you're throwing in my face Is just so much that it feels like you already never left I literally never felt like this before Shortened breaths engulfed in texts dripping in fuchsia I promise I literally never felt like this before And it is as comfortable as skirting closer and closer and closer to death And as scary as saying yes to the things you can't help but to know you deserve My chest is on the floor, it's flooding And I'm scared, I'm so scared I can't say no to anything Just how and how am I not feeling like I have to overperform my existence to deserve the same air as you Green pinky promise Green pinky promise Green pinky promise Green, green pinky promise Your crazy kitten smile is just so rare I write about it everywhere Your eyes were moving side to side and not up and down when we were talking So I know you were thinking about it I'm so serious when I say I've never felt like this before I just love for no reason I can grasp but the fact that you're here in front of me I just love you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you I feel like you're the only person who knows what I love you means How the f*ck have I said I love you before? Green pinky promise Green pinky promise Green pinky promise Green, green pinky promise I died in 2019 and still trying to figure if I was a good girl Cause I'm still, still somewhere Oh, the mirror in the sky doesn't seem to know who I am And I'm so fucking sad all the time But yes, yes, yes sometimes it seems like heaven is a place on earth And her, and her, and her, and her, and her, and her, and her, and her We're floating towards the sun It's just our 104 years little journey Our little journey, little journey You won't get it You won't get it