Contradiction

I don't wanna put the effort Into not putting the effort I don't wanna do nothing But i cant do something How do I begin? How do I end? I am in a standstill And no one can win How do I shake this feeling? This numb feeling Oh I'm just standing Wishing, wanting, moving How do I shake this feeling? This numb feeling Oh I'm just standing Fulfilled nothing Just a contradiction Just a contradiction Just a contradiction Just a contradiction I wanna make something of myself Do something to be proud of But my body does something else Puts my efforts up on a shelf How do I begin? How do I end? I am in a standstill And no one can win How do I shake this feeling? This numb feeling Oh I'm just standing Wishing, wanting, moving How do I shake this feeling? This numb feeling Oh I'm just standing Fulfilled nothing Just a contradiction Just a contradiction Just a contradiction Just a contradiction