i'm fine if i don't hear from you

I forced myself into infatuation And I thought that it was love I think it's wrong to say I love you I didn't really know how I Saw a mirage of you and I Hand in hand, and now I can't stand To be with you anymore I guess we didn't stick the landing I guess we didn't stick the landing I guess we didn't stick the landing So I'm left to ask myself Did we lie to ourselves Or did love Simply end When you were gone I didn't miss you You didn't linger in my thoughts I realized you aren't the one I want And the idea of loving someone wasn't enough The butterflies I thought I felt Were not because you make me melt It was something else, I hate myself For it In this false fantasy Loving you was so easy Until the rose filter disappeared All that's left is bitterness All that's left is bitterness All that's left is bitterness So I'm left to ask myself Did we lie to ourselves Or did love Simply end When you were gone I didn't miss you You didn't linger in my thoughts I realized you aren't the one I want And the idea of loving someone wasn't enough I didn't realize I didn't fall in love with you Until I realized I'm fine if I don't hear from you And what if I don't know how to love anyone And what if I just don't know how to love you