It's Been So Long Since I Last Saw You

I don't know why I can't picture your face Anymore The moments I thought would last forever Are dreams of memories now Was it real? I used to feel so much And now I'm numb to everything I miss you I'm scared That it's All different I'm scared That it won't be The same Anymore My mind Eludes me I want to Miss you But I'm scared That I can't Deal with change I swore I wouldn't let this moment go Wrote it down and kept it close By my heart Routines filter out my memories The ones I tried so hard to keep Overflowed I'm scared That it's All different I'm scared That it won't be The same Anymore My mind Eludes me I want to Miss you But I'm scared That I can't Deal with change I'm scared That it's All different I'm scared That it won't be The same Anymore My mind Eludes me I want to Miss you But I'm scared That I can't Deal with change