My Thoughts

They be in yo' ear but they never in yo' corner it's like you all alone Everything you got, you got it on your own I don't disagree with the fact that the pills help but pop another pill You gon' feel like you in hell Relationships start to fall apart and they don't heal Well, bullshit comin' out her mouth and I can't hear her I wouldn't even get a plate of food and eat near her Crazy how they say they loved em then they went and killed bruh Leanin' on the couch cause the act hit right I was so high, couldn't tell the difference between my left and right Cops on my bumper, we gon' hit a left and bust a right Seven billion people and I still feel alone at night Prayin' for my brothers on the daily cause they in the trenches still When it's drill time, they be on the front line Couldn't back out if they wanted to, it's mandatory Opps hit yo' family, you retaliate, it's mandatory Drivin' just to clear my thoughts, thinkin' bout what I lost I don't cry a lot, just thinkin' bout my trauma I ain't deal with I don't really talk to my niggas but they feel this They know it's me, I keep it real, a 100G I know my mama proud of me But I don't feel proud of myself, that's the sad thing Got my ex back, now that's a bad dream Shorty on my line and she a bad thing Money over pussy but they act like that's a bad thing It's just a bag thing, I don't want fame I just want my brothers back Every time I play they voicemail I feel a heart attack, they gone and they ain't comin' back Everywhere I go, I pay attention where I'm wanted at Percocets used to help the pain But they don't help the pain no more I was fuckin' up, sound just like a nigga Niggas wanna shoot, I'm just tryna fight a nigga Rule number one is I don't never wanna lie to niggas But I don't really like you niggas Brodie lost his wife, he ain't mad but he don't understand Angels have they place and she watchin' you So smile friend, smile big, whatever come your way I know you got a kid, I wish I had a kid But my mind always switch, I had to cut my wrist I ain't fit to be a father But then I look inside the mirror And it remind me of my father He would've slapped me in my face and said Nigga go harder, so I keep goin And with every set, I go farther Ma, I don't blame you for the past, I look past that Every single pill you took, baby, I done had that Life hurts, took a little time for me to grasp that Maybe in another life, we could've got that back It don't really happen like that, yeah, I know But if he had a second chance, he probably wouldn't go I remember cryin' on the middle school floor Everybody walkin' with they father, mine's gone To my ex, I talk a lot of shit, but it's all love I made some mistakes and I grew, so it's all good First time I seen you, it's like you had my neck broke Prayers your way and I'm forever in your debt, bro Used to throw the three up, now I'm like we up Love the way them titties bounce, jigglin' in that D cup Had a pill of fentanyl, I thought the shit was over Legs went stiff and I couldn't move forward Damn, if I die, is heaven the reward Or is hell more fit when you live by the sword Blick on the gram, make the cop's nose burns It's a fed case, they seeing right through you like an x-ray They comin' full force like a Jedi on a fighter plane I want 50 bands, I perform at a Mets game Batter up, you striking out before the first pitch came It's all about your mindset and yours is on shit stains