Alone

A smile cheek-to-cheek Miserable behind the scenes It just ain't what it seems To be so very happy is to be complete A goal everyone must achieve And I just don't understand it Took it all for granted And my world came crashing down Then it all burned And goddamn, did it hurt I wasn't sure at first But now I know the truth Life kills you in your youth And it's the worst I have no other words to explain The very lonesome pain Hitting you time and time again A new day's all the same And life just tears you up And I don't get it But lord, do I regret it Because I just wanted to be happy The world just couldn't let me And now I'm alone again