Apologies

It seemed like such a waste of time But loving you was the perfect crime It condensed my thoughts and it soothed my mind Remnants of you invading my life Love affairs spiral out of control Public intoxication, who knows? What did I do to make your hatred grow I'm already brittle, I'll go down in one blow But I will never fully understand why Is love always a waste of time? I'm searching for an answer tonight Or maybe just another damn fight That's right, the arguments are rough But the outcome's always nice A couple I'm sorry's or a kiss goodnight But this time was different, left our love with blight Come back to distracting me You know exactly the pain that gets reintroduced When you are leaving me idly standing by It's like you're laughing and I just don't Get why We can't just love each other Baby, don't deny We could've been forever Could've lived the life Perfect for one another It's funny how time flies And then it comes full circle Now I want to die You're on your own endeavors It seemed like such a waste of time But loving you was the perfect crime It condensed my thoughts and it soothed my mind Remnants of you invading my life Love affairs spiral out of control Public intoxication, who knows What did I do to make your hatred grow? I'm already brittle, I'll go down in one blow I'm sorry