Differences

We are not the same, I'm talking about you and I You're doing just fine, I need uppers to survive I start to panic, running low on supplies And you start each day with a dumb fucking smile Legs are feeling weak, my knees give out on me Lay down, I cry and scream, I'm lost, I can't be free Just searching for anything, something to help me see A reason to just breathe, I think I need to leave Nothing's working, the pain won't subside Do I deserve it I don't understand why, I know I'm not perfect But it's not my time, I won't take my life I'll get better and survive You are too concerned with what was and what will be Days are saying, yesterday is history Tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift That is why it is called the present Enveloped in fear, but f*ck it I'll persevere Won't lose the wheel, I'll steer, each push I give's sincere Seeing others happy is just so mesmerizing It's a goal to be like them in my heads Where I'm deciding to move on from the past To only go down fighting I'm ignoring all these bitches who just wanna extort me They think they're doing something that's annoying I'll only sell to myself, there's no deploying Get out of my DMs please You're a waste of time to me If I hit the top, I'ma do it by my lonely Get away from me, you don't even know me Your story may not have such a happy beginning But that doesn't make you who you are It is the rest of your story