Flawless Possession

Stood out from the rest, I am screaming with my chest How could you flee the nest, I'll keep chasing you for the rest of my life I tried, but of course you never replied And it makes me want to die, you never batted an eye, every time I cry You make me feel like the world sits on my shoulder blades And you hide the shame of your ways in the kindness in your face And I don't think I'll ever find what I'm searching for But I, I wish that you were who you said you were before I feel so resented, couldn't present this I'm a damn mess, it's relentless The pain from losing you is hitting me at my best And I don't know if I was ever ready for A bitter end I know the games we play, I never win, I try my best I lost the game, you crossed my mind The other day, to my regret So uncomfortable, emotional You're irrational, I hate it all You made me fall for you, I'll call in so much pain Because of you, wish that I just knew How to deal with the pain again sensations, rotting out my brain Eating me alive, your eyes can only see my flaws