Gone again

F*ck you for everything, you took my heart then made it bleed I'm crying, I'm on my knees, why have you forsaken me Surrounded by entities, miserable memories begging to forget everything Falling asleep, I'm counting the sheep watching the stars, tossing around in my sleep Then snap to my dreams, it is all fake it seems these visions of you fading off the screen I start to scream, I'm moving cautiously taking more downers, upppers don't do it for me (Uppers don't do it for me) I need to forget, it's stuck in my head tight on my neck, all I ever know is dread It's awful to think, this shit really stings f*ck man, I need a drink Love brings such anxiousness, I thought it would be painless someone please tell me, is feeling like this unhealthy I'm begging someone please help me, just wanted to be happy I'm all alone again, lost inside of my head I'm trying everything but nothing ever works for me I need a helping hand for this supply and demand Gone again, gone again, no, gone again, oh Why has God forsaken me? You took my heart, you made it bleed I'm screaming for you to set me free Cause I can't just be happy, miserable damn memories Drug abuse, anxiety, all these shitty things keep on haunting me