Lost

I'm losing myself, feels like I'm in hell Please won't you just help me, I don't feel So healthy Can't come out of my shell, I see that no one Cares for me, not one person adores me Everyone just ignores me, in my mind you get The floor seat Filling up inside of my head, all I seem to Know is dread Now I drive alone instead, I'm the very same Horse they beat already dead Please don't hurt me again, I can't be the One, that's just what life taught me I'm not what you want if you wanna feel lovely I know that you love me, but I made it ugly You made me feel bubbly, but I made your heart Freeze The remnants of the time just wasted in my life A memory I tried just to get off of my mind But I lied, if I lost those thoughts I'd cry I can't have my image of you die Leaves me asking the world, oh why must you break my mind tonight I just can't explain why I am not all right I wish I could, I won't deny this gut feeling Makes me want to die, I'll say it a thousand times Say it a thousand times, oh no I'm losing myself, feels like I'm in hell Please won't you just tell me I don't feel so healthy Can't come out of my shell, I see that no one cares for me Not one person adores me Everyone just ignores me In my mind you get the floor seat