Misused

I was wrong, I knew it all along Full of disbelief, put the pain in every song Can't think about what was, the future's looking rough I'll focus on the present now, everything sucks Close my eyes and wish for luck All in my mind, just another long day No one looks at me, they just walk away I just want help, I don't wanna be the one you hate No matter how nice I am, you always act the same Now I've been betrayed I could never hurt someone like you I don't ever wanna fake the way I feel too Crack open my skull with the hate I carried through Can't do enough, I'm out of luck I'm losing faith in all of you Can't choose to run, I'm tired as f*ck Got a pillow made of tissues Friendship just sucks, and so does love Surrounded by all these issues Get drunk as f*ck, I'll cry a ton So sick of being misused All in my mind, just another long day No one looks at me, they just walk away I just want help, I don't wanna be the one you hate No matter how nice I am, you always act the same Now I've been betrayed I could never hurt someone like you I don't ever wanna fake the way I feel too Crack open my skull with the hate I carried through Just talk to me, I'm done feeling incomplete Everything has to seem like a burden It's not my fault you make me feel so obsolete Now I'll stay here alone and hurting Run from the not-so-discreet love That seems to ruin everyone's lives Where's your courage, don't lie to me I'm so sick of defeat But to stand up is making me nervous Emptiness always controls us in our minds abstained from focus In my head, happy with no one Won't survive, miserable solstice Justice won't prevail for innocence, beg for freedom Can't convince them, trapped for life with no religion