Necessities?

Am I still waiting? I must be patient. If I want something good to come But granted, I've been taken. And I won't let it happen again And you don't know the toll it takes on me. It's not for show, I feel so obsolete I won't go back down that road. I'll walk away with a tear and a drink And I made a wish for things to be different. But it always just ends up like this Listen to what I say, don't take this the wrong way. I hope I never see you again Somehow I want your love, I could never see why. You treat me like shit, and you make me cry Couldn't get enough, yet I still want to die. Spreading hate in my eyes, but I tried And you don't know the toll it takes on me. It's not for show, I feel so obsolete I won't go back down that road. I'll walk away with a tear and a drink And I made a wish for things to be different. But it always just ends up like this Listen to what I say, don't take this the wrong way. I hope I never see you again I just want to know, why did you let it get so messy Those eyes still make me blush, regret every time. Wished loving you wasn't a crime I need it, gotta have it. Can't live without it, but can't grasp it So walk off in your miniskirt, while I cry in bed, still smelling your shirt And you don't know the toll it takes on me. It's not for show, I feel so obsolete I won't go back down that road. I'll walk away with a tear and a drink