Rock Bottom

So different, been distant our love now feels so militant You hide your phone, think I don't know that another man's bringing you home Broken dreams and anxiety proven right for the guy down the street What'd you do to me? Had me on a leash then hung me from a tree mentally What made him so damn special? Everyone's the same, so why must you rebel In our past, I'll revel I could've made things more level, but I didn't I'm left disheveled a miraculous conclusion Your love was a stupid illusion walked away with my heart in contusion I hate myself, why am I so stupid? I thought that you were different, now I'm bruising Thought that I was winning, but I'm losing am I just loopy? I wish you knew me I was sad before, but now I'm at a new peak