Self Control

An intermission in this relationship Leaving me in bad condition I'll make admission to the bad thoughts that I had about you It's no rendition to tell you the truth, I think I fucking hate you I need commission for the awful things you made me do Inside my dreams its way too much, made them all nightmares And now I've lost all control, nowhere to go Losing my mind, insanity is down the road I'll try to find a way to pass the time But without you around it's just so slow I can't deny I'm missing you tonight But I must stay strong so I don't cry You always implied you wished that I had died How could I love you, I think I'm out of my mind I know it's over complicated But you just cannot be replaced and I wish you could be replicated I'd have your hatred straight erased and I'm trying to move on But emotions can't be ignored for long Deep scars I stare upon The whole meaning behind this goddamn song Inside my dreams its way too much, made them all nightmares And now I've lost all control, nowhere to go Losing my mind, insanity is down the road I'll try to find a way to pass the time But without you around it's just so slow I can't deny I'm missing you tonight But I must stay strong so I don't cry You always implied you wished that I had died How could I love you, I think I'm out of my mind