You.

Don't waste your tears on me, I know that I'm a sad sight to see Filling up with dread and misery, I won't think for a second that you'll even miss me Took it all for granted, can't believe that I demanded All this love and respect when I couldn't even hand it It's like I fucking planned it, break your heart for no damn reason Didn't matter what season, you were being mistreated Baby, I need it, lying on the floor reading the card you gave me last Christmas It's all I have from you, I don't know what else I would do If this card breaks then I'll lose Any happiness left, oh shit, I'm screwed Can't even choose, regrets fill my shoes I'll tie them with blues, messy thoughts of you Oh shit, they came loose, now my shoes are gone too And I needed this All up in my head, butterflies from this shit And your perfect bitch Wrote you a song of how you left me smitten And our history has been overwritten because of me I will never get to see what kind of family You and me could've made, maybe even got a kitten Don't waste your tears on me I know that I'm a sad sight to see Filling up with dread and misery I won't think for a second that you even miss me Do you want some love? Now you're speaking my language Messing this shit up seems to be what my thing is Now I feel fucked, understanding what pain is You should stay away, I don't wanna make it worse, oh Hope you know it's not personal I'm not a good guy, I'm just cursed, you know Always f*ck it up, I'm versatile At making everything suck, it hurts, I know I'm at an all time low Sitting by myself, spiraling out of control I can't think of where to go I hate this shit, don't wanna be alone Don't waste your tears on me I know that I'm a sad sight to see Filling up with dread and misery I won't think for a second that you even miss me