Letting Go

I've been starring at you every night for a year now All I wanted you to was to fill me in I keep searching the words but I don't really know how Life it seems so absurd Feels like every new start just takes us further apart But baby what about you Don't you believe in all the things that we do for certain This is a mess I could be wrong but I'm just taking a guess we're dying How about you Would you lend me your hand I'm so desperate to hold it Girl I don't understand all the broken childhood memories you have Endless tunnels of fear keeps me chasing them so bad But whenever I'm near every wall makes a change and leaves me feeling so strange So baby why do you lie Is it the only way you know to survive I doubt it If it's on me please just say the word and I'll set you free from trying Life is a game And when it's crashes we're all tempted to blame somebody But now is my time I'll rip myself apart for you to be fine Believe me I love you"