Lost

I'm awake I like myself much better when I sleep Because then I don't think I just lure my brain into the dreams I need Searching, crawling, climbing or falling Is this really where I should be All these memories Are burning up in me Screaming for a person that I used to be All the life we had I ended up exchanging it for bittersweet regret I'm lost Got a family They love me way to much I love them back with all I have But lately We've been falling out of touch Fight it, breath it, fake it or leave it Is this really how life should be All these memories Are burning up in me Screaming for a person that I used to be All the life we had I ended up exchanging it for bittersweet regret I'm lost All these memories Are burning up in me Screaming for a person that I used to be All the life we had I ended up exchanging it for bittersweet regret All those memories Are burning up in me While screaming for the person that I used to be All the life we had I ended up exchanging it for bittersweet regret I'm lost One, two, three, four, Five, six, seven, eight, Nine, ten, eleven, twelve I don't feel well"