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Multipliers, faces multiplying Common ground, but I could never buy it Keep me up, my body feel the goosies Calm me down, the washer keep me quiet New developments in all my stories, this exactly why i'm usually silent I keep my religion to myself, godly complex, shun my demons, tried it Wishful thinking, tryna take a break Mental health and music too aligned, we, give ourselves the credit for attempting Feed the soul, the mind and body dying Talk to God about my greater meaning Why do I neglect all my assignments Preach to ya'll my blessings, lessons, failures Act like that's the poets silver lining Love myself but I've been out of practice Placed my worth in bending over backwards Could've-been's prioritized my daily Could've never been the benefactor Shit comes at me fast, i'm usually faster Happens every day, they say "I've never, seen you act with such a passion", blaspha- Miss me with the shit beneath the grass, the, serpents act like they cant see the facets Keep my focus on the fucking music, 'cus it's easy On my body, do they really need me Some that fill me up could never feed me Some gon' fill me up then call me greedy Gifts and curses always intertwined Remove myself from poison, execution great, but shitty timing, every time, I Act like every verse a realignment Ego deaths are better than me dying Always turn to sex to feel alive Ignored a couple texts to keep from cryn' Avoiding deep connections so I call them vibes to fill the boxes in my mind So I think My brother stressing, turning to the drink My mother think that I should see a shrink But it don't work for half the people in my life, I guilt myself for losing numbers The bridges burn, but they still got the structure Are you the one or we just under covers And I gotta check in with self, if I don't then nobody will They ride 'til them shits fall of, but is it 'cus I still got wheels Solitude comes with a cost, but that wasn't 'part of the deal If I end up hurting myself, it's 'cus I had time to kill