Sugar High

Hard I've fallen hard again My thoughts they just keep caving in I try so hard but everything I do I'll just screw it up again I try so hard but everything I build just keeps on falling down again A smile Seems so difficult A mask is all the people want to see A happy little pill is maybe all I need I can help myself before all the pain gets worse The world has gotten to me a little sugar is all I need It's a sugar high Is it really so wrong if it feels so right I can see it's hurting me but the ecstasy is all I really need right now Just a little more I wanna feel it more Take it away from me and I will scream out loud It's a sugar high Hard I've fallen hard again But now I have a way to numb the pain Have I gone blind Cause I can't seem to find another cure to make me sane I've lost my mind Cause red is blue and one is two and nothing's in its place I'm not the person that I used to be Cause now I rule everything but me A happy little pill I know is all I need I know I'm helping myself The pain cant get any worse The world has gotten to me a little sugar is all I need It's a sugar high Is it really so wrong if it feels so right I can see it's hurting me but the ecstasy is all I really need right now Just a little more I wanna feel it more Take it away from me and I will scream out loud It's a sugar high And it's killing me inside I can tell that it's not right I'm not who I used to be It haunting me And it takes my energy But it's everything to me My mind's an awful mess But I can't seem to stop it A happy little pill is now controlling me I know its hurting me The pain just keep getting worse The world means nothing to me now the sugar is everything It's a sugar high Is it really so wrong if it feels so right I can see it's hurting me but the ecstasy is all I really need right now Just a little more I wanna feel it more Take it away from me and I will scream out loud It's a sugar high