Too Much on My Mind

I know I always say too much But it never feels like it's enough I know I should've held my tongue But there's too many chances That I've been giving up I wanna be courageous But I've been afraid to move So I'm grasping for my breath As I'm standing next to you I've never put to rest The things that fill my head I'm always feeling fearful Of the words that I've said I wanna carry forward But I still don't leave behind The doubts that I still have Though they've left me so blind The only thing that's certain Is there's too much on my mind I'm stumbling over every word And saying what I wish you hadn't heard I've been caught up in these moments Don't know what should stay unspoken Cause after all the years I've never learned I wanna be courageous But I've been afraid to move So I'm grasping for my breath As I'm standing next to you I've never put to rest The things that fill my head I'm always feeling fearful Of the words that I've said I wanna carry forward But I still don't leave behind The doubts that I still have Though they've left me so blind The only thing that's certain Is there's too much on my mind And I've gotta get, gotta get this right Cause I've spent so long walking through the night My own peace is the one thing I can't find I just wanna get my head and heart in line And the hardest part of this Is sifting through the wreckage that's been left Cause I've never put to rest The things that fill my head I'm always feeling fearful Of the words that I've said I wanna carry forward But I still don't leave behind The doubts that I still have Though they've left me so blind The only thing that's certain Is there's too much on my mind The only thing that's certain Is there's too much on my mind