S.O.S.

I noticed all the edges are glowing I fell through my bed into a fucked up place Where my inner most doubts manifest to deceive me And the worst i could do executes post haste Its just me asking me, which one of us does this? No one answers, so nothings changed Stomach ripped out and with out a heart Here the f*ck i am again Oh i know, this is the darkest place in the farthest corner Of my mind, Although I hardly recognize it at all Its like hell you see? Its the realest one you will ever find Exists nowhere else, Except right here inside your fucking mind The brain it bleeds for the death it needs When its possessed by a soul, that please believe Is blacker than coal And it believes, I hate all i see, I'm void of all love, I hate what I've become The insides are now, attacking the shell Death from within is how its been Its so sad to see Its all cause of me, We're lost out at sea You hid from the sun, Now you're stuck in and endless night Lights up please, But there is a strange delay and nothing works And I'm way off beat, So the harder I try only makes it worse Im stuck right here, Observing from the furthest row This shits fucked out, I thought it was a different show A blood red screen, Is all i see My eyes are closed, Am i awake? I just don't know Its not what it seems, These are not even dreams My demons are go Im losing my soul My personal cloud has got me all drowned So much for me, I just need so bad to go Back where i came, to start it again Away from this jail, Away from this hell Fucked in the head so i can't go to bed Between the fucking sheets with my problems instead I'd say overall, this feels real dead None of my time ever feels well spent Exhausted to the core but as soon as i sleep The thoughts in my head really give me the creeps There is nothing i can do or so it seems All this i explain is the song of screams