Undertow

Time is standing still And i can't keep moving on My evil consciousness Let's me drown into the depths of hell When i look in the mirror All i see is sickness Sadness reveals in different ways When I touch my skin all I feel is the cold Aching for attention Drowning me in the depth of my mind and body The undertow pulls me deeper and deeper To a point where i can't set apart what is real, and what is not Eating me alive Consuming my flesh Pulling me under I just need a place to rest The fear of loosing it all is eating me alive F*ck, I am loosing control I feel lost and alone I don't know where i belong Consuming my energy Like a demon hunting for flesh to eat Bloody murder of myself No one cares, no one knows It's so hard to survive in a world Aligned just to function every fucking day How do I get over this I am looking for a way out F*ck, i am loosing control