Brook

Today is your 23rd birthday And I'm sorry that I didn't get an elaborate gift And I'm sorry that I didn't ask off for your party The truth is I didn't think I'd make it to the end of the month And I'm spending all my money So I can look forward to things coming in the mail As sad as I may be right now eternity can wait for Past Lives on Blu-Ray Well I'm not okay but I'm trying to get better And I want you to know that I miss you more than ever I wish I could go back to hold you forever again I haven't spoken to anyone the past few weeks And only one person cared to check up on me Which proves that I could just disappear And no one would ever really notice And this, it wasn't some attention seeking stunt Distance just makes it easier to let go And it makes it easier on everyone Who's gonna be wearin' black this Sunday I'm not okay but I'm trying to get better And I want you to know that I miss you more than ever I wish I could go back to hold you forever again No, I'm not okay but I'm trying to get better And I want you to know that I miss you more than ever I wish I could go back to hold you forever again And I don't think that I could see you without giving you a hug And I don't think that I could hug you without falling in love Besides I know that your love language isn't touch So I'll just sit on the sidelines and painfully lust You dream in a language that I couldn't begin to understand or comprehend What I would do for just one night to look inside your dirty mind I'm not okay but I'm trying to get better And I want you to know that I miss you more than ever I wish I could go back to hold you forever again No, I'm not okay but I'm trying to get better And I want you to know that I miss you more than ever I wish I could go back to hold you forever again And I don't wanna miss you.