Gone Numb

The love i thought i had for you Unconditional unconditional yeah unconditional The love i thought i had for you Unconditional unconditional yeah unconditional I'm breaking down all the pills sniffing through hundreds in bills Looking for what i can feel when i'm filling the void And its giving me chills giving me chills giving me chills Looking for what i can feel when i'm filling the void And its giving me chills giving me chills giving me chills I'm just looking for something to numb up my pain Exchanged complaints with sprinkled cocaine Remy poured out that cognac champagne I'm thinking too much trying to shut down my brain Flushing shit out like life a bidet If i blew my brains out will it matter today I pondered as i cocked a pistol closed my eyes and caught a visual I contemplate so much on my plate if i'm sober today lose my mind anyway When i'm making my play need a bump to remain ain't made with restraints liquor just breaking the strain sipping to stay on this plane Escaping through this window pane i can only dream with drugs in my veins The love i thought i had for you Unconditional unconditional yeah unconditional The love i thought i had for you Unconditional unconditional yeah unconditional I gave you everything i had even though my heart has been broken Six years of ups and downs i felt like i have gave you the most when Your friends and family turned they back when they weren't supposed too Which made you a little more depressed and little more anti social Communication is the key to every relationship At least i had the balls to admit all of the crucial mistakes i did Wish you could set aside your pride thought you was do or die Like bonnie and clyde can't get you out of mind time to let go and rise so watch me fly I'm breaking down all the pills sniffing through hundreds in bills Looking for what i can feel when i'm filling the void And its giving me chills giving me chills giving me chills Looking for what i can feel when i'm filling the void And its giving me chills giving me chills giving me chills The love i thought i had for you Unconditional unconditional yeah unconditional The love i thought i had for you Unconditional unconditional yeah unconditional