If (Single Version)

If I numb my brain, it don't hurt so bad If I get so high I can't open my eyes, I won't see you sad Won't see you cry I'll be stoned when you move on, till these feelings die Until these memories are gone, stoned from dusk till dawn Oh, I'll stay high Oh, I'd rather forget, can't seam to heal, oh, the higher I get The number I feel, but all this regret just don't seem real Got to numb my brain, cause it hurts so bad Got to get so high I won't open my eyes, oh, I'm going mad Baby please don't cry I'll be gone when you come around, I'll be bleeding dry Till I'm put in the ground, or the lost and found Oh, I'll get by Oh, I'd rather forget, can't seam to heal, oh, the higher I get The number I feel, but all this regret just don't seem real