Dead and Gone

Wake up just to pop another pill again Draw blood just so I can feel the pain again Erase trust cause I'm ever so broken I know this hate is goin' unspoken They're rushing me to the hospital brittle from an overdose They say I was seizing close to comatose And I know this addiction is in my chromosomes If I don't fix it I'll die but I hope cause I need help before the addiction worsens Yeah I have dreams, but my mind is makin' struggles Cause I want you, to know that I am still tryin' I am still fuckin' fightin' But I'm meltin' from the climate, And I feel like, In a world full of people I am all alone, I need somewhere to go I have cried I have screamed I have ripped every seam All these tears I can't see and there's nothing left to bleed I cannot change I can't save face I can't embrace all this pain inside my brain And if I'm gone, will you carry on? Will you stand strong, when I'm dead and gone Days go by and I feel like I'm changin' That's just lies lately I've been complaining Humbled by the fact that I'm basic Followed by self-doubt and I hate it Tell me what is it that we call the truth, Are our friendships just declining cause we're leavin' youth? Tell me my dreams aren't good enough, need to go to school, Factual is forgotten, idiotic, not of use, Homie what did I do to you? I believed in you And everything that you wanted to do, but now I am feeling useless, Truth is Everyday my words are feeling more fruitless I'm fallin' out, I'm backin' down, Life is a boxing match and I'm tappin' out, cause I cannot change I can't save face I can't embrace all this pain inside my brain And if I'm gone, will you carry on? Will you stand strong, when I'm dead and gone I cannot change I can't save face I can't embrace all this pain inside my brain And if I'm gone, will you carry on? Will you stand strong, when I'm dead and gone