Violet

I can't say the words you want to feel They just don't come when you're with me A wall that'll never let me see through you Maybe it's just me and that's all there is Now I see a side of you and I want to run I could never forgive what I have done My directions take me far from the sun I try to love you, but you know I won't Convenient actions to set the ashes on my side All my urges are now numb and satisfied I feel dumb and there's still guilt inside of me Out of my reach, out of my needs, but we try