Life is Short, Spend It With the Ones You Love v2

With this calling of mine Hustle bones makes it hard to recline Aim far, played parts, do it all for the shine If we fall, just a pebble that we broke in the mines Toss a stone to the lime cause we can't barter time A breathing arrow of the faults, reminiscing on a future self Wonder how my actions stand on the figure shelf I'm just a digit in this infinite string I'd put my faith in the master of puppets But I've been struggling for an answer for a while with no answer, so f*ck it You could play me like a marionette, But I've accepted that this life intermission for death I've been higher than a cliche, brain been on vacation Got my tickets to the game but the train left the station My father is a doctor but he sees a lack of patience And my mother saw the brightest, I'm just idle steady waiting I worry I won't touch the sky amidst my years of now It's lonely at the top, but it's colder at the ground I don't need nobody, I would love somebody though I don't need nobody, I would love somebody though I don't need nobody, I would love somebody though I don't need nobody, I would love somebody though Young man, old soul Wrinkles on the brain mark the pain that I fold Don't comment on my stains, there's a lesson I was told If you want to change your ways Then it starts from the coals, man this shit scary M;y brother showed me how to flip it from a block of dairy and then he left, so I took the torch to harvest cherries The sands pass if I smile or frown I relinquish expectation from the bustle of my town Fog cleared, now the residue I gotta clean I bought the gloves, gotta scrub a little elbow grease See my reflection as a youngin' staring back at me I know you're crying, but it's better now I promise thee You were lost, but this journey showed a better path You needed love, so it's only right I hug you back She wanted closure, but you tried to save a wasteland You had to leave it, let your roots grow in season, uh I been lonely for a while now And it's a challenge to be comfortable with silence from the high ground All my friends say it's a part of life But I been squirming for the answers, steady creeping like a panther I see the future in these glimpses like a TikTok Every mountain that I climb got a stiff drop Uncertain if tomorrow's a reality As of now, put precision into each chop I don't need nobody, I would love somebody though I don't need nobody, I would love somebody though I don't need nobody, I would love somebody though I don't need nobody, I would love somebody though