DRUG BEAT

I make decisions that's my biggest problem Cuz I don't think as far as consequences I just fear regrets but Jesus know I got 'em My father said he love his kids and then he left from round 'em My mama life was filled with drugs and petty money counting I get excited when I check the mirror see my outfit Remember days when I would search and still can't believe I found this If you really do support me Tell me how you start this When you really do ignore me baby I get heartless My mama cried like a baby and she say she need me I treat her right I treat her just like you should treat a queen I lock my heart inside a box so you wont hear it scream Cuz I got problems of my own I don't want you to see I'm working just as hard for you as you gone work for me So talk yo shit, get off yo ass, we got tops to meet I'm working just as hard for you as you gone work for me The last time was the last that's a drug beat Ya know Ya know I walk a thin line I'm tip toeing my love and my hate The way I'm feeling never show on my face And if it do its opposite cuz when I'm laughing I feel empty as space But when I cry its God giving me grace I told my brother that I love him cuz his race could cause the end of his race Or jump suits could be the close of his case Go get a job and tell yo boss you fucking hate him But you love when he pay And you gone show up to that job everyday You just another worker They beating buckets by the eway for a couple buckers I see no wrong inside that white don't call me Uncle Ruckus My father got bout 20 kids now that's a mother fucker My father got bout 20 kids like mother f*ck a rubber Take me where it's overcrowded keep me undercover Take me where its super loud and turn me even higher Call me gas and sit me closest to the nearest fire And I ignite