Let Go

She asked why can't you stay with me Seems that you can't wait to leave Damn baby girl Why you always overthinking things Ain't no place I'd rather be Just Netflix and chilling Have some blunts ready I'll be back in a minute I got to handle some business When I get back I'll get in it And have you begging for children And know I'm feeling how you feeling Ima bring you some food from the spot up the block Them tacos con todo with the salsa that knocks You think men all the same that I came to bring you pain We ain't getting any younger and I'm just too grown for games Coming home to you became the highlight of my day Understand I got to go but I'm really here to stay This life that I chose Hitting shows, writing flows Ain't no way I'm going ghost Know you love them little notes I explained all my goals You became part of the plan Best part of being me Is the part you call your man ugh Tired of temporary tenants Who never intended to remain in attendance Remain in my presence, treating others as peasants I'm only seeking an essence of what I'm hoping is endless Sometimes got to let go just to get it What's it mean for an individual Who's craving more than the physical Still gonna hit it though When connection is minimal I cut the subluminal But when you feel it's real You just want to see where the journey really goes Since I'm speaking in earnest Spent so much effort in searching Might've ended empty handed Wonder if I deserve it Ain't even looking for perfect I'm really in it for the memories Give me all of you And I'll give you all of me The good and the bad Share a future and the past I can never promise nothing Cuz nothing will ever last If I ever leave just know I plan on coming back Didn't know how else to say it Chose to do it on this track You welcome to join on this endeavor Hoping to have you stick around You my light in the shadows In the silence you're the sound The pen striking the paper Voice escaping out my mouth When the sun beaming down You the breeze and the clouds Know you sick of all the clowns Still I love to make you laugh Since I'm sticking to the point Know you'll always have my back I know that something's missing You those pieces that I lack Can't let this slip away Might be my only fucking chance