Thinkin While I'm Drinkin

Grab my ideas and I toss them with my hopes and dreams To be uncommon in a world full of common things Might sound conceited but I remember when only I believed That I been destined from the jump to see shit differently Now the pats on the back coming by the pack Dime here dub there now they buy the pack They wanna take what I earned so I got to pack Another flight another show no time to pack I'm superstitious so I got to keep the 40 on me You look suspicious smiles looking mighty phony homie These women give me pussy now they thinking that they own me Around 1000 muthafuckas still be feeling lonely PTSD self diagnosed Pass trees, sip a drink that's the antidote A Fifth a night, quarter oz. self prescribed the dose Play the cards I was given can't afford to fold The World we fight for keeps changing Am I just wasting my time? Still we get closer to greatness And that's worth giving my life It seems the world's never asking taxing as it pleases Broken world broke a man into a thousand pieces Owing more than I can pay in a thousand seasons If it came to giving up I'd have a thousand reasons For pushing forward toward the future only needing one Making sure my family straight before the deed is done For all the times my grandma worried and we ain't give a f*ck Foolish kids in such a hurry, thoughts of growing up Now I'm just wishing, if only I could take it back Slow the clock, make each and every moment last Go to a time when I truly thought I had a chance A chance at love, chance at peace and all that comes with that To all my people know a part of you's a part of me For those that gone, this the greatness you ain't get to see We'll meet again just hoping then I'll be forever free Another wish behind a thought of all I'll ever be The World we fight for keeps changing Am I just wasting my time? Still we get closer to greatness And that's worth giving my life