Monster

Is what I'm feeling love or just excitement, wish I knew Steve Lacy said it first I'm here to give you something new I'm trynna open my third eye and finally wake up I'm trynna take the pain I feel and turn it into art Sometimes I need courage and maybe punching in the face To realise that that's finite, can't spend it in a cage All that matters in the end is being where you feel aligned Give everyone the best of you and get you back some peace of mind Should I go and take the risk or be scared that I could miss? End up never finding out the truth, remain foolish One that doesn't wake up the beast he knows he hides inside Eventually turns into a monster coz he used to fucking hide I'm hiding in the closet I don't want to be seen I'm feeling like a monster Secrets inside of me Don't let em see me breaking Don't let em see me crying Don't let em see me faking This pretty little smile Settling for less don't sound like something I can take So watch me changing everything, the standards that I break Simply being patient won't get me what I want I gotta put in the work and know that it will work It took me three minutes I've almost finished this song That I write over a beat I bought for 20 dol This gift I got from god not taught like somebody once said I'm breaking out of this weird game people don't dare to end Those last four bars gon give you scars coz I go far I touch the stars And you will watch you're too afraid to embark the ship that leaves this maze It's been a long time that the monster felt something inside and now you hear it crying Now you can hear it crying That is a good sign I humanised the monster and it's now peacefully dying That is a good sign I humanised the monster and it's now peacefully dying I'm hiding in the closet I don't want to be seen I'm feeling like a monster Secrets inside of me Don't let em see me breaking Don't let em see me crying Don't let em see me faking This pretty little smile