YMI (feat. Seir & Keenan Hennessy)

Why am I so in love? Why am I so in love? Why am I so in love? Why am I so in love? Why am I so in love? Why am I so in love? Why am I so in love? Why am I so in love? I been down many roads Had plenty friends overdose I'm at the end of my rope I'm tryna cope with it all I fight the feelings involved I'm stuck finding the cause I wish you answered my calls But she wont respond So the only response is to let you go away I really can't let you go Try to carry the load Let it all unfold Cuz at the end of the day we all decompose Damn right it's sometimes upsetting Even in the right setting You gotta believe in something, Instead of just leaving someone Said would you stay with me for the summer? Realize if you leave I'd be sunburnt, If we didn't meet, that would be a bummer To say the least I'd prolly be drowning under Under Maybe put it on the wrong settings Take second let it set in Feeling like I need resetting I think I've been this way since the beginning I've been too intense about intentions I find it funny we both struggle with depression A picture of the present is captured within the sentence: Too sweet set an appointment at the dentist Why am I so in love? Why am I so in love? Why am I so in love? Why am I so in love? Why am I so in love? Why am I so in love? Why am I so in love? Why am I so in love? Woke up feeling sick My boss at work is a prick I'll quit and just flip a brick I don't need a house or kids The picket fence is a bitch Could only ever exist If only I gave an inch Towards figuring out this shit uh But I'm a product of my environment Building others up while doubting all my own accomplishments Lost my sense of self as soon as I didn't acknowledge it Bargain for my life like a bomb strapped room of hostages Pussy on a pedestal is what Tik Tok was made forP Partying at the top while I'm still working on the ground floor Said that I hate your guts but I wouldn't mind if you came around more Noticed I bet my health on the substance I'm prolly done for