DEMONS

Man, I can't take this shit We talked this over and over and over and over but you're never getting it You wanna talk when you're sober but you're never sober so what is the point in this Each step takes me closer to lose my composure and that's what she doesn't get I wish that we never met And all my demons The demons in my head are bringing me down Making me feel like a clown Making me doubt all that I know They're making me feel like I drown and I can't do shit about it This isn't real Praying everyday I could live without it All that I want is to heal They make me feel like a misfit But to me that shit is ideal I'm working every day I don't need help Yeah, I don't care what you say This is the reason I stay This is the reason I pray This is the reason that I carry all of this weight And I don't care if you can relate This is my life and it's the only way Only way Only way It's the only way The only way I can't take this feeling Every time I'm dreaming Anxiety reaches the ceiling I'm feeling the bleeding The fear in my heart and I'm screaming I want it to stop and I'm kneeling I'm feeling the demon I'm dealing with being Revealing the true me I'm trying to seal it I'm fleeing reality Freeing the worst of me I don't want you to see Tired of feeling like garbage They are abusing me Using me like I'm a cartridge Trampling over me like I'm a carpet I can feel myself becoming more heartless I'm being consumed by darkness And I can't help it Depression is taking me over Again I am losing composure I feel like a poser I'm feeling the worst all alone when I'm sober