Joyisgone

I feel like I'm locked in a room with all my feelings I'm trying to find joy, but shes not appearing I lost her a long time ago when I started lying, and telling her I didn't need her Man was I wrong, I was just ungrateful I looked on the pavement and saw a handful, of, ants Working together, unlike me and you they were pretty clever I guess its my fault though, cause I thought I had it I didn't think I needed anyone, but myself I wish I had someone like you I've just got anger, and now hes throwing things all over the room