aftermath

What will become of me and the aftermath of trauma? What the f*ck is wrong with me and you and us and all the drama? I don't want to be told how to feel or how to cope I know I've finally gotten to the end of my fucking rope Why you mad when you said you don't care? Don't be sad when life isn't fair I can't keep calling you a mother fucking liar Finally found the finality I've been reaching The pusher pushing his prayers and preaching I know I repeat myself a lot and I'll repeat it again I don't give a f*ck but where the f*ck have you been Help me out I'm limping and I'm full of pain I don't care anymore I guess I'm going insane Every day I stop and I think about you It's been so long since I've seen you I hate that I never fucking see you I fucking miss you, I fucking miss you I hate not being with you, my obsession I try and stop but it's a lingering depression I speak in murder but it's because I can't have you It's my anger because I can't have you Unrequited love is the worse kinda sad I don't give f*ck and I know that's bad Really need to understand what's going on inside Especially when I'm considering fucking suicide Not eternal but I will definitely have my day Stop trying to control me and tell me what to say Have I done enough, did I say the right thing? I know I'm coming hard like a fucking king Stop trying me, stop trying me, stop trying me Why can't you finally just leave me be? Please stay away, stay away forever please Stay awake forever, can't sleep forever please What will become of me and the aftermath of trauma? What the f*ck is wrong with me and you and us and all the drama? I don't want to be told how to feel or how to cope I know I've finally gotten to the end of my fucking rope Why you mad when you said you don't care? Don't be sad when life isn't fair I can't keep calling you a mother fucking liar Finally found the finality I've been reaching The pusher pushing his prayers and preaching What will become of me and the aftermath of trauma? What the f*ck is wrong with me and you and us and all the drama? I don't want to be told how to feel or how to cope I know I've finally gotten to the end of my fucking rope Why you mad when you said you don't care? Don't be sad when life isn't fair I can't keep calling you a mother fucking liar Finally found the finality I've been reaching The pusher pushing his prayers and preaching