the meaning

You know I could've used you better if I knew But then again I wouldn't have had you My point about not having had the reason Then again it's never been about the meaning I can't remember the last time you said anything Shallow breaths and whispering you're nothing Happy new year, my dear I fucking miss you Happy new year again, I fucking love you Hidden from thought, hidden from sight Teeth are hurting from the bones and bite Tear it out it's another year that's gone Never been asked to sacrifice the pawn I can't explain that feeling I get Colors in person and pain in the hit It never makes sense and I hide in the name I stay inside because I feel the eyes of blame The muse kisses the forehead of the sick The whore kisses the end of the dick The pastor pays and prayed for the rich Scared and alone and left in the ditch You know I could've used you better if I knew But then again I wouldn't have had you My point about not having had the reason Then again it's never been about the meaning You think you had me but I've never been had I know the difference between the good and the bad You really think that I could've been had You know I'm crazy and you know I'm mad You know I could've used you better if I knew But then again I wouldn't have had you My point about not having had the reason Then again it's never been about the meaning You know I could've used you better if I knew But then again I wouldn't have had you My point about not having had the reason Then again it's never been about the meaning (You know I could've used you better if I knew But then again I wouldn't have had you My point about not having had the reason Then again it's never been about the meaning) You know I could've used you better if I knew But then again I wouldn't have had you My point about not having had the reason Then again it's never been about the meaning The meaning, the meaning The meaning, the meaning The meaning, the meaning The meaning