Fascination

Conflicting ideas Of who I'm supposed to be And who I am to you Sleepless eyes again I can dream without So, I think you need to leave You take your time to gather responsibility And say, "you're making a rather large mistake" "You'd be nothing without me" You say You should only be Thinking of me As the last good thing that you will ever know You should only be Thinking of me And how to make time interesting I'm mad at myself now I used to be better at diffusing nights like this You never seemed to care that people need to sleep So, without context, you're yelling at my house It sounded like "You know that I love you And know I always will But, you're so damn hard to read Why can you open up to me?" You should only be Thinking of me And the hapless discord I could bring into your life You should only be Thinking of me With my hands around your throat You will say Everything's alright and Nothing's ok I finally know what you mean And its sticking with me I'll reply I may not know who I am But I know who I'm not I know what I don't need You need to know your place You should only be You should only be You should only be You should only be But, instead, you're in my way