Monster In My Head

I've come to hate what you create The pieces thrown on the floor Your smug aspect, I must deflect Or better, even the score Contempt will burn and soon you'll learn How it feels to be so hurt What's dead and gone for oh so long Is dust mixed in the dirt You've had what I want for so long I'm just waiting for someone To remember the day I lost my mind I can't tame this monster Pushing me harder I'm scattered and lowly So empty inside Your fall from grace, you're saving face You know this won't hold for long What's left behind was never mine But I will save you this song Contempt has burned and now you'll learn What it means to be so hurt What's dead and gone for so damn long Is shit you'll step in first You've had what I want for so long I'm just waiting for someone To remember the day I lost my mind I can't tame this monster Pushing me harder I'm scattered and lowly So empty inside You've had what I want for so long I'm just waiting for someone To remember the day I lost my mind I can't tame this monster Pushing me harder I'm scattered and lowly So empty inside There is no other way to recover What you've lost and get it back So now I covet, rise above it What I've lost I'm taking back You've had what I want for so long Torn apart Turn back, react, I think You'd better run