The Hatred (That I Hold)

So you know nothing You amplify my flaws You've made it clear that something's wrong So I try to align And push myself away How much of this can I take The more I look at you The more I hate myself You think there's nothing wrong Embrace me as I fall We took the silent way So you would never know The pain I've kept so long The hatred that I hold I'm beside myself Don't know why I still hold on In this way for far too long Now what's forgotten Will surely fade away Unlike the choices that I've made The more I look at you The more I hate myself You think there's nothing wrong Embrace me as I fall We took the silent way So you would never know The pain I've kept so long The hatred that I hold I can't deal with my own shit anymore Beaten down and dragged across the floor Open echo in empty halls Encapsulated by my own white walls The more I look at you The more I hate myself You think there's nothing wrong Embrace me as I fall We took the silent way So you would never know The pain I've kept so long The hatred that I hold The more I look at you The more I hate myself You think there's nothing wrong Embrace me as I fall We took the silent way So you would never know The pain I've kept so long The hatred that I hold