Four Alarm

I'd rather have you against me than against me I throw words in the air, to see what flies To see what flies But most of what I say to you Does a downward spiral And then it just dies And it's fine Till I'm on fire You don't hear me Won't hear me Won't listen or speak And I scream And I beg Your irrational grip on resentments Has me playing against Things in my head And it's fine Till I'm on fire And it's fine It's just fine Till I'm on fire And it's fine I'm just fine I'd rather have you against me than against me, you refuse to touch Makes me feel I'm no good, not worth time, not worth love, it's wiggled free from my clutch And it's fine Till I'm on fire I'm on fire And it's fine It's fine Till I'm on fire And it's fine I'm fine Till I'm on Fire Thank the gods for serenity, for laughter, wonder, and for grace And restraint It keeps me in check, so I don't fall, don't fall, don't fall, fall from grace And I'm fine Till I'm on fire And it's fine I'm just fine Till I'm on fire And it's fine I'm just fine Till I'm on fire Fire